Hi Jonathan. How are you doing up there? I hope you are having a blast. Do send my regards to Theresa as well. It has been almost 3 months since you went back to the Lord. Your brother, who is still a mortal being, are showing emotions of a meek mortal. Yeah, your brother still miss you here.
Did you know that we can still how you smell like from your favorite mini bolster? I know it’s sick of not washing it for the longest time because I didn’t want to forget that smell and it was located right beside you before you went up.
So the first thing I did was to remove the bolster from your arms since you don’t need it any more once you make your trip up there. Why need a bolster if there are unlimited fluffy clouds for you to form a natural bolster?
Do you remember the sermons by Pastor Rustie Russells cd that i burnt for you because you enjoy listening to his words? I still have it, you know. I never gave it away even though I have another copy in my computer. It was the last thing you heard when you went away peacefully on that night.
The sermons accompanied by some beautiful background melody sounded heavenly although I was crying like water wall. Sorry for not getting a better cd player for you. I should have done it earlier otherwise you would have enjoyed the high quality audio. I wonder if you got something better up there.
You know, something much more advanced than iPod. I know you always wanted one of those and how mad you were when one of your ungrateful friend borrowed your hard earn money without returning it.
Mum and dad are doing fine. You don’t have to worry about them. Dad is back at his old ways. You know what I’m talking about. Andrew claims he almost forget what you look like. I think he’s lying. He probably do not want to admit that he misses you. Can see it through his body language. Mau tunjuk macho. Such a silly kid.
But he did admit he misses your morning call though. I took over the role entirely for now. So you don’t have worry much already. Everything is under control and life goes on although it will never be the same without having you around, doing all the family activities together. But we will meet again some day. Some day we will.
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