This is the first time I am not looking forward to celebrate my birthday but I would like to thank those who sent me their warm wishes. Starting from last year, I need to learn on how to cope with the emotional meltdown it brings when my birthday approaches. Jonathan’s death anniversary comes a day […]

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Today is my brother’s birthday. Time flies. I remember he treated us a dinner on his birthday when he was discharged from the hospital last year. He told the doctors he is determined to leave hospital on that day because he wanted to celebrate his special day with us. I am sure in his mind, […]

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Jonathan told me he likes this girl in his class. He heaped many praises on her saying that she is sweet and nice. He would ask me what he should do in order to win her heart. Well, it’s not like I am so great in winning women’s heart but at least I can pass […]

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This is where my brother is buried. It is quite a nice place, minus the tombstones of course. I was talking about the scenery. It is quiet enough and rather peaceful. I guess this is where RIP applies. The only noise are the birds chirping in the background.

My brother’s ‘home’ is located some where deeper […]

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I dropped my 3310 on the floor today. Despite being 6 years old, it still look as new as the first day I bought it. If it’s possible I won’t change it as long it is still working good. This phone gave me sweet memories. Not because you can hit any one’s head by throwing […]

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Mum dreamt of Jonathan. He came into her dream headless. I mean he came to her without a face. Don’t ask me how my mum knows it’s him. Sounds like a scary dream. But he came into her dreams not to scare her though. According to mum, he was trying to tell her something. She […]

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This is not some sick joke about the canine ’spirit’ I blogged about earlier. My late brother’s encounter with supernatural dated quite some time ago. If I am not mistaken, it first started when he was 12 years old. He always claims that he sees ‘things’ and I always dismiss it as his ‘imagination’. I […]

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After publishing this entry, I will make my move to the bus station. My family and I will board an express bus to Kiasu Isle. It has been awhile since we went for a vacation together. The last we did so was last year. My brother was still alive back then. I went for vacation […]

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Two days before Jonathan passed away, he made few calls to home. I was at hospital earlier but I had to go back when visitation hour is over. Only one person is allow to remain with the patient and my brother asked his girlfriend to stay behind. When I reach home, it was already midnight […]

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Some one once mentioned Sekachu (short form for Sekai no Chuushin aka Crying out Love, in the center of the world) is a fictional story and it has lesser impact compare to real life inspired story such as 1 litre of Tears. While both stories had TV adaption, I have to say I still prefer […]

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